The unexpected....

have you ever thought that... you fall in love at the unexpected man? The man had nothing to do... to make him fall for you... well, this is what i feel.... it's me... i just fall for him.. unexpectedly...though, he just a simple guy...and without intention, he make me fall for him....

This is ding.... a girl who fall in love again, UNEXPECTEDLY.... 

when i met qochi...i was like... woow, eto nanamn... may bg-o namn akong baliw na kaibigan... hehehe.. kasi at the first time we meet.. parang mag ka vibes lng kmi... nasasakyan ko ung trip nya..at same dn cya sakin...

at di dn nagtagal, mas naging comfortable kmi sa isa't-isa.... he texted me... when he need someone to talk..someone will understand him.,.. lahat ng mga kalokohan nya, ay sinabi nya sakin...he just trust me to keep his secrets...

at mas pinahanga nya ako.. nung sinabi nya na... though he had a friends that wants to influence him..some bad stuff.. e, hindi cya nagpadala dito at nanatili siyang good boy...daw :)

hahaha...

.. at sometimes, i open-up what my problem is.. and he just being there to be a good friend to comfort....

and i'm happy na nakilala ko siya at naging friends kmi....

at tila ang mga kaibigan ko ay nakahalata na.. naparang iba na,,, may sparks daw ang amin mga mata,.,,??

:)

at doon na! i just said... DING! stop! STOP!

kaibigan lng cya... wala ng mas hihigit pa...

-ewan ko takot pa ata ako mag mahal.. sa kaibigan muli...at, alam ko... na may mahal cyang iba... kasi nga..sakin pa cya humihingi ng advice.. sa nililigawan nya... ako lng namn etong tanga,, TANGA NANAMAN... ulit.....na nahulog muli sa isang kaibigan.... 

kaya nga.. the time i knew my feelings for him.. ay ... ako na nagkusang nag lagay ng pader sa gitna namin...

so, un okay namn,,, samesame parin... naging busy kmi sa isa't-isa... ang closure nmn ay parang unti-unti na nawala.. nawala na ung communication... at school nalng nag uusap...

at nung winter breaK, ay... na miss ko siya,.. at parang lokaloka na inisip..na miss kaya nya ako? 

:)

at yun nga when the school re-opens.. i saw him, he just like wants to hug me... but i just did na... un handshake namin ang we say happy new year... un na..

at the next day.. magkasama kmi sa class... he was late,.. he text me kung saan ako.. i texted back kung saan ako... at pumunta cya ka agad dun... 

the unexpected scene.. that i never expect... na shock ako... he hug me,!

at eto lng sinabi ko... pare, walang ganyanan..hindi tayo talo.... with a smile :)

then, sabi nya... sorry naman e miss kita eh... with a smile dn...

at ako namang lokoloko.. ay sinabi ko saknya na,,, e ako,, di kita miss..di kita namiss...

natawa lng cya sa cnabi ko... like... hahahahaha,,,

bwahahahahha...(kabaliwhan,,, hahahahahaha)

eto pa... hahahaha,, sheet nman! baliw nako... lol! :P

seriously, the time na sinabi ko un..

deep inside, eto talaga gusto kung masabi saknya...

e ako nga bonggang-bonga nga kita na miss.. major major want to talk to u.. na miss ko ung friend ko...

oh. diba,. ako'y isang baliw dito... ay sinabi lng sa bandang taas na.. stop na ung feelings... oh, well.. eto siguro ung love... ang love na hindi tinuturuan,,at napipigilan, kung hangang saan lng dapat., eto ung love na kusa lng lumalabas... though, i know.. complicated cya ng bonggang-bongga...

basta right now, i was like i'm inspired and just happy,...

:)